SchizophreniaIt’s likeSchizophrenia by Abstract-scientist
your mind is falling apart
into one thousand splinters.
And each splinter
becomes a single mind itself
thinking the thoughts
of one thousand thinkers.
Thoughts become incoherent,
causal chains become broken and messy;
There’s no rationality anymore
in thinking that’s supposed to be logical.
And the constant feeling
that the thoughts you have
aren’t even yours
are more than just confusing.
Disturbing is the perfect word
to describe the feeling
of your thoughts being stolen
or even be read by your surroundings.
Some say you’re crazy,
but that’s not true,
it’s just your brain
playing the games of insanity.
"Is this true what I see?
Is this real what I hear?
Is this reality
or is it just my insanity?”
That’s the questions
you’ve always in your mind.
But do you know
that it’s draining to live like that?
Turning into some kind of hyper-introvert
you avoid to socially interact,
holy solitude turns into cru
Which Hetalia Character Are You?
Not even I know everything about myself...
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I give llamas for llamas.
FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. I speak Lithuanian (native), Russian and English very well. I can quite good understand Spanish. I started learning French and German.
2. I am madly in love with vampires, demons, angels, witches and all supernatural creatures.
3. I'm biggest Anne Rice lover.
4. My favorite characters are Lestat de Lioncourt, Eric Northman, Dracula, Damon Salvatore, Carlisle Cullen and others.
5. I AM NOT FAN OF TWILIGHT. But NOT hater.
6. I have psychological problem: CANNOT STOP BUYING BOOKS.
7. I'm very narcissistic and egoistic.
8. I need highest quality of EVERYTHING: papers, pencils, pens, clothes, books, perfume, technology. EVERYTHING BEST QUALITY AND MOST HIGHEST PRICES.
9. I'm studying medicine.
10. I was born, raised and will die in Lithuania.
11. I'm writer, not published, but I dream I will one day.
12. My favorite perfumes are Versace "Crystal Noir", Paris Hilton "Paris Hilton", Lady Gaga "Fame".
13. My favorite magazine is National Geographic.
14. I have two cats: Marta and Stella.
15. I love horror, adventure, science fiction movies.
16. I'm fan of American Horror Story, Hello Kitty, Monster High, Hetalia, Ever After High.
17. I have very strong phobias. I am panically scared of fire, kids, height, people crowds, talking in front of many people, and pain.
18. I dream to live in Paris.
19. My favorite food is pizza and pasta.
20. I live with grandparents.
21. My favorite celebrities are: Ben Barnes, Johnny Depp, Tom Cruise, Brad Pitt, Michael Tintiuc, Danila Kovalev, Lady Gaga, Isabelle Adjani, Philipp Kirkorov, Nikolay Baskov, Christina Aquilera, Beyonce, Alexander Starsgard and others.
22. My favorite breed of dog is Yorkshire Terrier. :3
23. My favorite breeds of cats are: Siamese, Ragdoll, Burmese, Turkish Van, Turkish Angora, and all kinds of oriental cats.
24.. My favorite cars are Porche, Citroen, Yaguar, Limousines, Ferrari.
25. I'm very stubborn and always dream about impossible things.
26. My favorite models are Michael Tintiuc, Danila Kovalev, Andrej Pejic, Francois Telombre de Chalier, Romulo Pires, Elena Satine, Catrina Stella, Anna Salamo, Bartek Borowiec, Ed Marquezini, Jaco Van Hoven, Tomek Sczukiecki, Eugeniy Savchenko, Willy Cartier, Kiril Golovin, Boyd Holbrook, Marlon Teixeira.
27. I am crazy about Hetalia Lithuania, Poland and France.
28. I'm Monster High and Ever After High dolls collector. (don't ask how many I have of these dolls... x__x I spent so much for them already and still need more xD ).
How long have you been on DeviantArt? For 4 years.
What does your username mean? It means my birth year and my beloved Anne Rice's character Lestat.
Describe yourself in three words. Shy, introverted, fangirl.
Are you left or right handed? Right handed.
What is your favourite type of art to create? Traditional fanart.
If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be? Realistic drawing.
What type of art do you tend to favourite the most? Fanart.
Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist? I love too many artist here.
If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be? My friend in Germany.
How has a fellow deviant impacted your life? Not sure...
What are your preferred tools to create art? Derwent pencils.
What is the most inspirational place for you to create art? My room.
What is your favourite DeviantArt memory? Meeting my friend from Germany probably.
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